Despair

I am hating this endless wait. When am I gonna know. When will the clouds clear out and let the sun shine through. When will the days be brighter. When will everything be back to normal.

Is there a definite waiting period? 10 days? 15? Or are you just supposed to hang on to nothing and keep peering out into the darkness hoping that some day, one day you will see the light at the end of the tunnel.

When do u begin to lose faith? Is there a fixed time after which u just give up? How strong is strength? How long will it last? When you slowly begin to feel it fade away, should you try to gather it all back? Or should you just give in?

FATE ....Sometimes you just want to spit in its face and make a run for it !

oh this awful feeling ! When will this leave me !